Hey D,
I know you are not coming to see the blog. But I remember that i made this blog for express my feelings for you.
I’m pretty sad, i been so upset this last days, because you promise see each other before leave, but nothing. I been so mad, also so sad because tbh I don’t wanna leave. I just wanna stay at casita(withU). I know you don’t wanna come also to our cuevita and be there alone just makes me be in the bed and sad, i was gettin crazy. I know you think that for me is easy or i can do my life so easy, i can’t. I miss you every single day, i’m happy at least because i see you for your birthday, i feel was mine also. I love you so much, and I really hope you enjoy your trips. I love you so much.
I’m at the airport right now, feels weird take a flight like this without you, bc i guess i been dreaming a lot to leave with you. But you didn’t wait and i understand, just i wanted to do it with you. But I know i can’t force you to do nothing with me, also i don’t want to you do that if you don't feel it.
I love you and i love you like you can’t imagine, i been watching bubu and dudu like always, and i see one that makes me feel so lonely, so sad, so without you. Because I remember when you tell me so many nice things. I love you love and you always are gonna be the love of my life.
I’m so fucking sad. But you need to now that i’m gonna be thinking about you 24/7, that i’m gonna still watching our pictures. I’m gonna be a hard worker and make at least some money for fixs other things.
Maybe you will never come back to me. But your memories they’re always be with me.
I love you. I love you so much. I don’t care how much you hate me or how much are you gonna try to forget about me. Idc. Because my love for you is more than everything. When you need me, just call me. I promise I’ll run to you.
I care about you, just I don’t wanna bother you. So I let you live without this messed dude.
I love you so much Panda. I’ll love you till my last breath.
With love,
F.
Published on 13/08/2024