Hey D,
First I wanna tell you that I could process this days the fact that you don’t want me in your life anymore. I was so mad, bc we promised one thing. But I understand and when someone don’t want me in their life, I step away. I’m gonna still loving you, and always i’m gonna be your bear. I really would like to hash you one more time, get a decent goodbye. Anyways, i’m writing this because I really feel writing you.
I know your feelings for me have faded, and i can’t do anything else. I guess this is the point that we can’t reclaim anything about each other.
I really dream so much with this 23th of July, because is an important day for me. I’m 100% sure that never i’m gonna feel the things i feel for you. I know i been such a messed puppy, but my love for you always was truly. I’d never leave you alone I know you think I did or my acts makes you think in that way. But no, I know if you call me in 20 year, I’d run to you and help you in wherever you need. I really dream to gave you the special thing i get for you. Because represent us of our first 23th. I know is impossible.
We promise things, and probably you are gonna forget me with the time and isn’t gonna have a meaning. But when i said that I love you forever is because I’m gonna love you forever. I still reading all the nice mensajitos you used to send me, always in my heart those words. I don’t have so much to say, you tell me to go out of your life, and i’m trying to do it and not bother you anymore with my texts or things.
Wherever that should be fix, I promise for all the memories and love we had that i’m gonna fix it. Sorry if i didn’t be kind the last time, i was pretty mad for those words. I did my best D, i’m too sure i could do it more with the time, but i was giving you all my love. I’m not perfect and really work hard for try to be a little bit better for you, because i wanted to shared the hole life with you.
Write all this, just hurts a lot, you don’t have idea. But I guess we deserve more than be mad each other.
I know you are a smart girl and i know sometimes you go through for hard moments, but you are gonna beat wherever you need to beat if you propose yourself. I know you can do it. I’m not who for tell you what you need to change.
I love you forever Dudu, Pretty D, D, Panda, Pandi, Pandita, Poppo, Poppito, Cachorrita, Gatita, Chiquita, Nena, Mi Nena, My Puppy, Puppy, Puppys Forever, Puppy Adventures, Hashes, Puppy Love, Puppy Nutrition, Puppy hard worker, Puppy Smart Puppy, Puppy Clean Puppy, Dirty, and so much more of our vocabulary is gonna be part of me forever.
Yes, I promise. I’ll love you till my last breath.
ps: i know is not the most happy 23th, but Happy 23th Puppy.
For all the memories of our adventures.
with love,
F
Published on 23/07/2024