Hey D, Bubu, Pandi,
you don't have idea how much i'm missing you, how much i'm missing us.
i'm getting crazy, i'm getting sad, i'm getting empty, i'm getting lost.
i'm dying for a text from you telling me to do something.
i miss you so much, i miss us so much.
i felt like a part of me was missing, and i don't know how to fix it. i'm truly sorry i know u are going through a lot, and i'm not helping at all but i'm so fucking sorry, i swear if i have a machine for come back in time, i modify many retardness from me.
i spend all my fucking and sad days watching the phone, checking checking if u unblock me, if u sent me a message.
i'm literally desesperate for feel you.
i miss the Pretty D with the heart, saying something.
i miss make facetimes with u.
i miss have plans with u.
i miss grab ur manita.
i miss sleep hashing u.
i miss go to the gym with u.
i truly love you, and every day i love you more.
i know don't dont exist a drug that u can forgive me.
i got lost in my mind, when i remember all our memories i know i need to be strong, but we built a movie with love subtitles.
you show me stuffs about me that i didn't know it.
i hope u are doing well puppy,
i'm always gonna be ur puppy, forever.
i know u are hurts, i know u are mad af, i know.
today i remember the day we walked in hollywood and we kicked the botellita.
te extraño, mucho. todavia yo te espero, aunque se que no vas a volver. te amo, te amo mucho.
with love,
F