Sometimes I have my days, days when I can't stop thinking. Days when I just want to hug you and feel you once again. Days when I want your attention, your affection, your love. Days when I want you to tell me you love me, miss me, desire me.
I know that sometimes it gets tough, I know that sometimes everything seems impossible, But it's not, because nothing except death can come between us. And I don't want anything to come between us, because I love you, miss you, desire you.
Today was a hard day for me, although on the phone it might seem that everything is fine, sometimes my thoughts betray me, and make me feel sad. Only sometimes do I feel like nobody cares about me, like my feelings sometimes don't matter.
Today I was sad, and that's why I like to write to get my thoughts out.
But don't worry, because you don't cause me sadness, you bring me happiness. And that makes my day a little easier. I'm lost without you, trying to find the way, but sometimes I feel like I can't find it, and that I get lost on the way.
I miss you so much, it hurts, it hurts a lot, and sometimes I don't know how to make it stop hurting.
I love you.
With love,
F.