Today I was remembering when we first met. Those nerves I felt just to see you, those smiles on the phone when you replied (every hour or two, ahahaha joke), that desire to see you and talk to you about everything. I remember it perfectly and you know what? It still happens to me, every single day. Since you left, I can't stop missing you, and yes, maybe sometimes I'm mad about that. But it doesn't take away the desire to kiss you and hash you. I know sometimes things get tough for us, but that feeling of still wanting everything with you is something no one can take away.
Every day I'm thinking about us, about what we're going to do in the future. You have something unique D, you have something that other girls don't have, you have something that makes you very special.
I was never able to love anyone, and you made it happen, and it's all yours. That's why I don't like it when you think I could go with someone else, or that I would want that. Never. I know I've made mistakes, but I could never do that. Because I may have failed in many things, but I would never hurt you like that, because if you did something like that my corachonchito would be broken forever.
But I love you so much D, that I make an effort every day to change the bad things about me. What I feel for you is something unique, I think about you all day, since you left I've never stopped. Every hour, every minute, every second, you're in my head. I miss you and love you so much. I hope to be able to kiss you and hug you soon. You are my little crazy one, and I am your little crazy one, I love you PLENTY.
I can't wait to hold your hand again.
I love you, you are the love of my life.
Sleepy bubu and dudu.
With love,
F.
Published on 13/09/2023